The need to Record and Remember

 Wow... I haven't blogged or posted a single thing since January! I've missed me! ;) (Original Post was in OCT. 2013 ... 12 years later I am right back in a similar position!)

I just published into a book my blog from the beginning until the last post in January and I am soooo excited to get it back and see what I recorded the past 5 or 6 years. Sadly, I also realized, the last year is going to be unremembered because I didn't write anything, unless future generations have access to my facebook page!
I have been having a very introspective few months and have not been happy with what I have found. I have been in a slump to say the least and have had a hard time seeing the good in anything. I will have brief moments where a little light shines and then I am back to the darkness of feeling inadequate, stuck and hopeless. I think a big part of that is not getting my thoughts out of my head... so I am back to blogging for me and I hope through doing so I can find myself again. Find the happy and the good. I truly believe that as we create on any level, we become closer to our creator and that is what I need to keep me in the light. I feel like I have lost myself little by little over the past year and I look forward to finding myself piece by piece.

So funny how life repeats itself! I clearly haven't learned all the lessons and I think that is why it is so important to write it down and record it!